My dear Friend,
do not blame yourself for not grabbing that job opportunity, for not trying to grab his attention, for not “playing your cards right”. Be grateful that you missed out on those things and people. You missed out on bad ones…
What is truly yours, what you truly wish for yourself (not what you should be wishing for yourself), cannot be missed out. Allow this thought and feel how it resonates with you: “the lack of something can be a bliss for you, at this moment of time.”
How it resonated within you…?